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10月15日 It's been along time yes?Yes i know it's been awhile, my bad. Well i just hope that everyone is in good health and all are doing well. As for the boys and i we have had some tough times and are trying to work thru them. I've had a few surgery's and the last one was 2 months ago and it was a hip replacement. I go to P.T. every week so i'm getting stronger everyday, and in a month i will beable to return to the gym. I'm going to keep this short because there really isn't much else going on in my life at the moment other than taking care of my boy's and myself and not ever letting another person hurt me again. God Bless  11月24日 Hi EveryoneTo all my dear friends, i'm so sorry it has taken me so long to get back to all of you, but i've not been feeling so well. But i do want to thank you all for the well wishes and the beautiful cards that you have sent me. Theres nothing major wrong with me, i just need a few surgeries and i'll be good as new. I have Carpal Tunnel in both hands and i have surgery on the 8th of Dec. on the left hand, and then i'm not sure when they will be doing the right next. But he, the Doctor, did tell me it would be soon after the left healed. So the other thing that they found out was that i had Osteoarthritis, and they tell me that i need a hip replacement, and i'm all for that because i am in so much pain i just want to feel normal again, no more meds, and live life again. I mean just a month ago i felt ok, and everything just caught up with me i guess. But i'll be fine, it just has me alittle worn out, but i just wanted to get on here and let you all know that i've been thinking about you , and i hope you all have a wonderful Thanksgiving
Love,Rhonda  10月21日 Sidney,Marge and MaggieI just wanted to say a few words about three wonderful women that have come into my life since i have been on the computer.I look forward to getting messages from all of them.Sometimes, at different times, they all can make me laugh, cry, and think, about things that are going on in my life, rather it be good or bad.They each have always helped me out in one way or the other.I love you girls, you make me feel good about myself, and i think that you are very kind people. I know we don't know one another outside the computer, but i do know how to read between the lines, and i know what my gut tells me.You girls are ok! So when i need alittle pick me up when i'm feeling alittle down i know all i have to do is come on here talk to one of you, and my day will be a good day for Rhonda, because you girls always seem to put a smile on my face. So for that i just want to say thank you, Sidney, Marge and Maggie for being such good friends to me, and caring about me and my family. Forever Your Friend,
Rhonda 10月20日 Two Days with my Angel DanielleHello everyone, i had the most wonderful two days ever with my beautiful daughter Danielle.Just to let everyone no, she's doing great.Now that she lives closer to home we get to see her alot more than we use to, but with football going on it's not as much as we would like at the moment. But we know she understands, , she loves to see the boys in football, and see them so happy.So once that football is all over in Nov. we can go see her all the time, and we can't wait.The boys and i were at Wal-Mart yesterday, and Jason said to me, G...My sister Nicole is over there with her other grandma. My heart just stoped right then and there. I had not seen her in so long, and she has been turned againest us by her great grandmother, i was so scared to go over to her, but i new it was ok because she was with Chris, her other grandma. Chris's mother is the one that is raising Nicole, and she is also the one that took Chris's son from her years ago, which is Nicole's father. Chris is a wonderful women, and her and i love Nicole very much, but this women keeps her from all of us, they have money and we all don't.It just so happened that Nicole wanted to go with Chris that day, thank God, she didn't even know me, but at the end i got a great big hug, and that meant the world to me.So Chris and i are going to get together soon, i hope, and make a plan for Danielle and Nicole to see one another. Because at wal-mart, Chris said that Nicole needs to see her mama, and i told her that would so help her in her recovery. So i sent an e-mail today to Chris, now all i have to do is wait for an answer.I'm going to try something new here, i'm going to try to put a pic. of Nicole right here. But you know me, i don't know how to copy and paste yet...lol...Oh well here i go!
Hey not bad huh guys?...lol Now i would like to put a pic of her mom and dad up.
Oh my gosh this is so cool, this brings tears to my eyes. They were so happy, ok well i'm glad that turned out well.Well you know, i guess i should get off here and check on my dinner. Ali and Damon, two of my grandkids helped me today bake cupcakes, with sprinkles.Those are Shannon's kids, they wanted to stay with G today and help me bake, it was their turn.We had so much fun, their sister, Larissa, went to Marien World today for a chearleading compition. We are still waiting to hear if they won or not. I made her some special cup cakes if she won, and some if she didn't. Because she has worked so very hard in getting ready all season for this day.Besides, in my eyes, she's already a winner! Go Cougars! Well friends you all take care, God Bless, and i will talk to you all soon.
Love,Rhonda 10月4日 Rain!It's raining, and i am loving life! As you can tell, Rhonda loves the rain.It puts me in the most wonderful mood, it makes me so happy. I would love to be on a beach right now taking a long walk while it's raining, looking out into the ocean. My boys have never seen the ocean, i really need to take them soon. I know they would love it as much as i do. I haven't been in years, i think the last time i went, was 30 years ago. That was when Shannon was a baby, WOW! Long time no sea....Well i guess we better plan on a trip.
This old computer is giving me some trouble, i can't get my picture back on here, and it keeps kicking me off. So if you don't see me for awhile, you'll know why.
This Sunday we have another football game,so wish us luck.Things are going to start to wind down a bit, we have only five more games left.Then this Gma gets to rest a bit,awwwww. Sounds like heaven to me.
Well all i have to cut this short, the grandkids are here, the computers old, and so am i.
So God bless you all, take care of one another, and i will be talking to you soon.
*HUGS* Rhonda
9月23日 A new dayI'm so sorry that it's taken me so long to check in with everyone, but i've just been so very busy with, well, just about everything i guess...lol. So i hope everyone is doing well. I haven't had much time to get around to you all to see what you've been up to. The boys have practice 3 times a week now, instead of 5, so thats slowed down thank goodness. But we have a game every weekend, one here at home, and one thats away, out of town.Jason, my 11 year old has won his last three games..Yay Jason, Go Cougars! My grandaughter Selena, thats Jen's daughter, she went with us this last game, and she had a blast. So my guess is she will be going to alot of them from now on. She helped me out alot, i got to watch some of the game this time instead of filming it. Selena was a pro, bless her heart, she said Hey G! You want me to take over filming?......lol Oh was i ever so happy to hand over that camera, my hand was so tired, and all i really wanted to do was just sit down and watch the game. I always have to wait to see the games, for when we get home and watch them on our t.v., not the same i tell ya . Well i must say, my Selena Marie, she did a beautiful job, she may me be just 10 years old, but that girl is very talented. Yep, beauty and talent runs deep in this family  Ok, well at least the grandkids got it.....geeeezz!!
The other reason why i've been busy is that my Aunt Donna got sick and ended up in the hospital,she had to have some blood tranfusions,among other things. So she was in there for five days, and we got to take her home lastnight.But i just got another call today that my other aunt,Aunt Mary is in the hospital now with heart failure. So i'm going to go down to Sacramento to see her later on this afternoon, i just need alittle down time, i'm so tired. I feel like i could just sleep for ever, ya know?My Aunt Donna reminds me of my mom, that was hard, and my Aunt Mary, she's the sweetest woman you will ever meet, and if i lose her,well i dont want to even think about that one. Oh and could her and grandma cook!Yummy! Ok moving on to a lighter note for now.......
I thought i would just sit back and take a break and say hi to all of you, i would like to say hi to Marge and Maggie and thank you two for signing my guest book, you are the first two to do so. Awwww that is so sweet, it's a steping stone for Rhonda's my space...lol Everyday i come on here to see who has signed my guest book, so i would like to thank you both, that means alot to me. I can always count on you two, and sidney as well, but i think maybe she's been busy or something. I'll see later what she's been up to. I'll make my rounds today, i know life doesn't stop just because Rhonda has a day off....lol Gosh, i hope i'm not talking to much and boring you all to death. It's just i have so much to say, and i feel i better get it all out while i can, before something else comes up. Oh boy it's so quite here, i love it! the boys are in school, and theres no noice...lol
I did find out a bit of bad new yesterday when i went into the hospital to visit my aunt, when i walked by one of the rooms, by my aunts room ,i heard my name yelled out.I turned and it was a neighbor of mine that had surgery,she told me that another person that lived here had just past away from an over dose of drugs. He was just 22. He lived with his grandmother as well, my heart goes out to her, she took it so bad that she's in the hospital now. He did the drug crank, i hate drugs,alot of people do that drug, my kid's father does that drug. I told their father, if you want to be married to me, and you want your family, It's your family or crank? Well guess what he chose?? He even did it with is own daughter, oh God why am i telling all of you this, i guess i just hate this drug so very much and my heart goes out to his grandmother. When i came home from the hospital yesterday, and i had heard about his passing, i walked thru the door, and took one look at the boys, and i told them what happened. We again, sat down and had a very long talk about drugs,and if i ever found out that they were doing drugs, and the drugs didn't kill'em G would!! I know that sounds bad, i just need to try to scare them into not ever trying them. It just scares me so much....Bye
Well i guess i should get going and see if i can get something done like maybe some housework,or maybe Rhonda could even go treat herself to lunch. Now lunch sounds better than work,ok so i'm off to lunch, that settles it. Wise choise Rhonda,Subway here i come,i'll talk to you all later. Hope you all have a wonderful day God bless, and BIG, BIG *HUGS* I'VE MISSED YOU ALL.......
Love,Rhonda
9月11日 Talking about Candidates Commemorate 9/11First of all i would like to start off by saying,how very lucky i am to have family and friends such as you all.I'm not very good at speaking, or writing the perfect words down. But what i do write, comes from my heart, and i'm very honored to have all of you to beable to talk to when i need advise or alittle pick me up when i'm feeling down.So for that i would like to thank each and everyone of you. I love you all Ok so now for the really sad part of the day. On this day Sept. 11th 2001 7 years ago, nearly 3,000 people lost their lives. I don't know what i would do if that were to happen to one of my family members or to any one of my friends.My family and i pray for all of the people that lost their lives on this day,a day that no one will forget for many years to come,and God Bless Their familys that have to live without their loved ones. Well i hope the video turns out, it's about sept. 11th, it's my first try at this. Ok, i've lite a candle, said a prayer GOD BLESS AMERICA!
lCandidates Comommemorate 9/11 9月5日 Learning to use my Soapbox Video PlayerHello everyone, i am having the time of my life! This Soapbox Video Player is so cool, and when i get the hang of it, it'll be even cooler...lol It's taking me sometime tho because with football and all, i cant seem to find much time to play on here. I want everyone to know that i have a meeting with my daughter's doctor on monday and they all pitched in and bought her a computer that is going to help her .....well we all pray, talk again! Isn't that wonderful? I just cant beleive that those wonderful doctors did that for my daughter, God bless them both. They knew that there was no way that i could ever afford something like that, so my daughter Jen and i are going to go get two cards to let them both know how special we think they are for doing such a kind and wonderful thing that could make all the difference in the world to my daughter. I feel this could really be it for her. Just think, Danielle, my baby girl, talking again, i would give my life for that. To see her walk, talk,her and her children be a family again. I know what you all are thinking.....I'm putting alot of faith in that computer of hers, well i know, but a mom can have alittle faith and hope cant she? Well my dear friends, i was just wandering if you would say a prayer for Danielle, and wish her some luck on her new talking computer. thank you all so very much for always being here for me when i need you.
Now for the Soapbox Video Player, bare with me....lol you just might see some wierd things on it for awhile. I'm trying to put music on there too, we'll see.... Don't know yet, i'll just have to keep on trying this thing out.I want to try to see if i can put my web cam on there as well, oh yeah i bet ya'll just can't wait to see my face on there huh?.......lol Ok ya'll i have got to get off here and go get Justin, so God Bless and please take care.
Love, Rhonda Sue 9月1日 3 Games 1 WinWe had three Football Games this Sat. with the grandsons and we only won one. But hey, you know what? We'll take it!
We all had so much fun, my grandaughter, Larissa was one of the cheerlearders and she did me proud as always. With
three grandsons in football it makes for a very long day for me. Jason plays first, then Jesse and then Justin. So Jason
and i have to be there by 7 in the morning to weigh in, and the day begins....lol
Oh how i wish i knew how to fix my space up like all you people do. I would put the movies of the kids playing football on here
and Larissa cheering, and my music. Just lots of pretty things i would love to do . I see everyone else's spaces and i need to
figure out how to do this, I can do this, yes i can!... 
Ok i need to go for now, my family is here and it's getting alittle crazy here..lol It's to loud to think, and i have a hard time thinking anyways. Well everyone have a great day and take care, talk to you soon.
Love,Rhonda
8月13日 THE BOYS ARE BACK IN SCHOOLI'D LIKE EVERYONE TO KNOW THAT THE BOY'S ARE BACK IN SCHOOL AND THIS GRANDMA IS A HAPPY CAMPER...LOL IT HAS BEEN A LOOONG SUMMER VACATION. WE STILL HAVE FOOTBALL UNTIL THE END OF NOVEMBER, BUT THATS OK, I LOVE FOOTBALL! IT'S JUST THE FIVE DAYS A WEEK THAT GET THIS G MA WORN OUT A BIT. BUT NOW THAT THE BOYS ARE BACK IN SCHOOL, I'LL HAVE TIME TO WIND DOWN A BIT, AND HAVE TIME TO MYSELF AND GET ALITTLE REST WHILE THEIR IN SCHOOL...YAY!! I GUESS YOU CAN TELL I'M PRETTY EXCITED..  LETS P A R T Y ! GO COUGARS....THATS THE NAME OF THEIR TEAM...I'LL POST SOME PICTURES REAL SOON, THEIR REAL HANDSOME IN THEIR UNIFORMS, IF I DO SAY SO MYSELF. I'M JUST A VERY PROUD GMA..
I PUT UP SOME VERY OLD PHOTO'S OF MY FAMILY THE OTHER DAY FOR SOME OF MY FAMILY THATS ON MY SPACE THAT IS OUT OF STATE SO THAT THEY COULD SEE THEM. I DONT GET TO SEE MY FAMILY IN OKLAHOMA VERY OFTEN, BUT AT THE FAMILY RENIONS.INFACT, I HAD NOT SEEN MY COUSIN PENNY IN MANY, MANY YEARS UNTIL THIS YEAR. BUT I HOPE THATS ALL GOING TO CHANGE NOW. WE DO KEEP IN TOUCH NOW ON MY SPACE AND E-MAIL AS WELL.HER MOTHER, AUNT IRIS AND I ARE TALKING TOO, SHE LIVES IN OKLAHOMA AND I HAVEN'T SEEN HER SINCE I WAS 16 YEARS OLD.I MISS HER DEARLY, WE WERE ALL VERY CLOSE, HER AND MY MOTHER WERE LIKE SISTERS, AND THOSE TWO WERE THE REASON THAT I BECAME A SINGER.WE WOULD ALL GET IN THE CAR, MOM, IRIS,PENNY, KAREN, PENNY SISTER, MY TWO BROTHERS, JEFF AND RICKY AND WE WOULD JUST DRIVE AND SING FOR HOURS. I LOVED THAT! OR WE WOULD GO TO AUNT IRIS HOUSE AND SHE WOULD PLAY THE PIANO AND WE WOULD ALL SIT AROUND AND SING THERE. OH AND I LOVED X-MAS ,BECAUSE THE X-MAS MUSIC WAS MY FAVORITE. I STILL WALK AROUND TO THIS DAY AND SING X-MAS MUSIC ALL YEAR ROUND....LOL I'M SILLY I KNOW.
MY AUNT IRIS IS AN ORDAINED MINISTER,I'M SO PROUD OF HER. I ONLY HOPE THAT NEXT YEAR I GET TO SEE HER AND PENNY AT THE FAMILY REUNION. I LOVE MY FAMILY,AND I KNOW THAT SOMETIMES FAMILY CAN BE COMPLICATED.BUT IN THE END,I THINK IF WE JUST GIVE THEM TIME AND SPACE AND LET THEM KNOW THAT WE'RE THERE FOR THEM AND THAT WE DO LOVE THEM AND CARE VERY MUCH FOR THEM.EVERYTHINGS GOING TO BE OK.YOU JUST HAVE TO TREAT PEOLPE HAS YOU WOULD WANT TO BE TREATED. I HAVE ALWAYS SAID THAT, AND I REALLY MEAN THAT WITH ALL MY HEART.
I THINK YOU ALL ARE WONDERING WHY I MIGHT BE SAYING ALL OF THIS, I'M JUST GOING THROUGH A ROUGH PATCH RIGHT NOW WITH A FAMILY MEMBER VERY CLOSE TO ME, AND IT'S TEARING ME UP INSIDE.BUT I KNOW IT WILL PASS, BECAUSE I LOVE THIS PERSON WITH ALL MY HEART, AND I KNOW THIS PERSON LOVES ME AS WELL.THIS I DO KNOW! WE JUST NEED TIME, AND FOR ONCE I NEED TO DO WHATS RIGHT FOR ME, AND MY GRANDSONS,I USEALLY LET THINGS JUST SLIDE AND NEVER SAY ANYTHING BECAUSE I DONT LIKE TO FIGHT OR HURT ANYONES FEELINGS, THATS JUST NOT WHO I AM AS A PERSON.SO RHONDA JUST PRETTY MUCH LETS PEOPLE WALK ALL OVER HER, AND PEOPLE WALK ALL OVER RHONDA.BUT THIS TIME, I STOOD UP FOR MYSELF, IT FELT DIFFERENT, AND IT HURTS, BUT I KNOW IT'S THE RIGHT THING TO DO.I JUST DONT KNOW WHY PEOPLE CANT BE NICE, THATS ALL I WANT FOR MY BOYS HERE YA KNOW.I'M TRYING TO RAISE THEM TO BE GOOD BOYS, TO TREAT PEOPLE KINDLY, NOT TO HURT ANYONE, USE MANNERS, AND I DONT THINK THATS TO MUCH TO ASK FOR DO YOU ALL?
I GET USED ALOT, WELL I DONT WANT TO BE USED ANYMORE, BUT I DONT, AND WONT BE MEAN ABOUT IT EIHTER. BUT HEY, THINGS WILL WORK IT'S SELF OUT,THIS I KNOW, IT JUST HAS TO PLAY IT'S SELF OUT. AND OF COURSE PRAYER,WE CAN'T FORGET THAT. THATS ALWAYS THE TOP OF MY LIST....
WELL GOOD NEWS, MY SON MIKE GOT A NEW JOB AND HE CALLED ME YESTERDAY AND TOLD ME HE'S LOVIN' IT. THATS COOL HUH? MY ANGEL JENNIFER SHE JUST CALLED ME AND HER KIDS STARTED SCHOOL TODAY TOO. SO SHE JUST HAS EMILY AT THE HOUSE NOW. WOW! SHE SAID IT'S SO DIFFERENT WITH JUST HAVING ONE KID AT HOME INSTEAD OF THREE.HER SON DYLAN, IT'S HIS FIRST TIME AT GOING TO SCHOOL THIS YEAR....AWWWWW IT WAS HARD FOR MAMA...LOL POOR JEN , SHE GOING TO GO HAVE LUNCH WITH HIM TODAY.IT'S REALLY HARD FOR HER TO LET GO
WELL I THINK I'M GOING TO CLOSE FOR NOW ALL, GOSH I DONT THINK I'VE EVER TALK SO MUCH....LOL TO MUCH TEA...OK YOU ALL TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELFS AND GOD BLESS EVERYONE. UNTIL NEXTIME.
LOVE,RHONDA8月6日 NOTE BY JENNIFERHELLO THIS IS JENNIFER, AND I WANTED TO SAY..'HELLO'. I READ MY MOMS BLOG'S AND I THOUGHT HOW SWEET WAS THAT. WE ALL LOVE HER SO MUCH, AND KNOW THAT HER HEART IS THE BEST. WELL I JUST WANT ALL TO KNOW THAT MY MOTHER IS THE BEST IN THE WORLD, EVERYTHING THAT SHE DOES IS FOR HER KIDS AND HER GRANDKIDS. I LOVE YOU MOM, AND NOTHING THAT I DO CAN COMPARE TO WHAT YOU HAVE DONE FOR US ALL. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND WANT YOU AND THE BOYS TO BE HAPPY AND WANT YOU TO HAVE THE WORLD..SO KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU, AND YOU ARE MY WORLD. NOW EVERY ONE KNOWS HOW GREAT AND SPECIAL YOU ARE TO US ALL!! LOVE TO ALL,
LOVE,JENNIFER 
JUST CHECKING INI JUST WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT WE OVER HERE AT MY HOUSE ARE DOING OK. I KNOW IT'S BEEN AWHILE, BUT WITH FOOTBALL GOING ON AND MY CAR BROKE DOWN, WELL, IT'S BEEN SO VERY BUSY AROUND HERE.SO I WANTED TO STOP FOR A MOMENT TO LET YOU ALL KNOW THAT THE BOYS AND I ARE DOING JUST FINE. THANKS TO MY WONDERFUL DAUGHTER JENNIFER, SHE AND HER HUSBAND HAVE SAVED OUR LIVES ONCE AGAIN. BLESS THEIR HEARTS.BOBBY, JEN'S HUSBAND HAS WORKED ON MY CAR FOR THREE DAYS NOW, STILL NOT RUNNING, BUT IT'S NOT BOBBY'S FAULT! SOMETHING ELSE WAS WORNG WITH THE STUPID TRUCK. WHEN HE GOT THE CLUTCH PUT IN, HE FOUND OUT HE NEEDED ANOTHER PART, JUST MY LUCK. HUH?...LOL OH WELL, HE'S SUCH A GOOD SPORT, OFF HE WENT TO GO GET THE OTHER PART, BUT OH NOOO. YA HAVE TO ORDER IT BOBBY!!!!......LOL
SO HERE HE COMES BACK WITH THE BAD NEWS, WE HAVE TO WAIT ANOTHER DAY. AWWWWW THIS REALLY
IS BAD NEWS, BECAUSE HE THOUGHT HE WAS GOING TO BE DONE TODAY. THEY HAVE SO MUCH TO DO THEMSELVES AND I FEEL SO BAD. THEY NEED TO GET READY FOR SCHOOL FOR THEIR KIDS AS WELL AS I.
BUT HERE THEY ARE TAKING CARE OF ME AND MY BOYS. HE HAS GREASE FROM HEAD TO TOE, HE'S SO TIRED, JEN JUST GOT BACK FROM THE DENTIST, AND BOBBY TOLD HER THE BAD NEWS THAT THE PART DIDN'T COME IN. SO SHE TOLD ME I CAN KEEP HER TRUCK OVERNIGHT BECAUSE THEY ARE WORN OUT AND THEY NEED TO GET THEIR THREE KIDS HOME TO BED AND DINNER. I'M SO VERY LUCKY TO HAVE THEM, THE'RE VERY GOOD TO ME AND MY BOY'S, THEY HAVE THEIR OWN FAMILY, BUT YET THEY STILL FIND TIME TO BE HERE FOR US WHEN WE NEED IT. I'M A VERY LUCKY MAMA AND A HAPPY ONE, TO HAVE SUCH WONDERFUL CHILDREN.
WELL ALL I NEED TO CUT THIS SHORT NOW, THE BOYS WILL BE HOME SOON AND I NEED TO CHECK ON DINNER. OH YEAH, MY COUSIN PENNY HAS JOINED ME ON MY SPACE NOW, AND I'M WAITING FOR HER MOM AS WELL. HER NAME IS AUNT IRIS. PENNY IS THE ONE FROM OKLA. PENNY AND I ARE FIRST COUSINS, AND I JUST LOVE HER DEARLY! SHE CAME OUT FOR THE FAMILY REUNION AND IT WAS GREAT!!!! GOD BLESS EVERYONE, STAY SAFE, AND I'LL TALK TO YOU SOON.
LOVE,RHONDA
7月31日 I NEED HELPI CANT SEEM TO GET ANY OF MY FAMILY OR FRIENDS TO GET TO MY SPACE. I KEEP SENDING THEM INVITES BUT THEY CANT FIND ME.I INVITE THEM FROM MY SPACE, I EVEN TRY TO FIND ME FROM MY SPACE ADDRESS AND I CANT FIND ME...LOL MY HOT MAIL ADDRESS IS...RHONDACOLLINS99@HOTMAIL.COM I DONT KNOW WHAT I'M DOING WRONG, SO IF THERE'S ANYONE OUT THERE THAT CAN HELP ME, I SURE WOULD LOVE YA FOR IT. I'M ABOUT READY TO JUST START ALL OVER AGAIN AND JUST GOT TO ...MY SPACE.COM.....IT SEEMS ALOT EASIER TO FIND PEOPLE THAT WAY.
OTHER THAN THAT , THINGS HERE HAVE BEEN PRETTY BUSY FOR ME AND THE BOYS.THEY HAVE FOOTBALL 5 DAYS A WEEK, AND THIS SAT. AS WELL. AND MY TRUCK BROKE DOWN, NOT GOOD. BUT YOU KNOW WHAT? I'M NOT GOING TO COMPLAIN, BECAUSE THERE ARE OTHER PEOPLE ON HERE THAT ARE GOING THROUGH SO MUCH MORE THAN I. SO I HAVE NO RIGHT, LIFE IS GOOD AS FAR AS I CAN SEE, AND GOD WILL HELP ME, AND IT'LL BE OK, FOR THIS I KNOW. SO RIGHT NOW I'M FEELING A LITTLE GUILTY EVEN SAYING ANYTHING ABOUT MY SPACE.
OK ALL I NEED TO GO CHECK ON DINNER, AND GET READY FOR FOOTBALL. UNCLE MIKE IS COMING OVER TO TAKE THE BOYS TONIGHT. OH I'M SO HAPPY, THIS G MA IS GETTING A NIGHT OFF,I TIRED YA ALL!!
GOODNIGHT ALL, GOD BLESS, AND TAKE CARE...TALK TO YOU SOON.....
LOVE,RHONDA
PS
MARGE,
I HAVEN'T FORGOT ABOUT YOU, I STILL WILL TELL YOU ALL ABOUT HOW I GOT STARTED IN SINGING AND PLAYING THE 12 STRING GUITAR, AND MAKING THAT CALL TO AN OLD FRIEND. I'VE JUST BEEN SO VERY BUSY.IT'S JUST GOING TO BE A LONG STORY AND I NEED TO FIND THE TIME
LOVE,RHONDA7月25日 Talking about My beautiful daughter Danielle before she got sick...i love you baby girl! !I'D LIKE EVERYONE TO KNOW THAT DANIELLE HAS BEEN MOVED CLOSER TO HOME, NOT AS CLOSE AS WE WOULD LIKE ,BUT IT'S SO MUCH MUCH MORE CLOSER, AND THE DRIVE IS A BEAUTIFUL COUNTRY DRIVE. NOT A BORING FREEWAY CITY DRIVE. WE GET TO SEE MOUNTAINS AND RIVERS AND THATS WHERE WE'RE FROM AND THATS WHAT DANIELLE IS USE TO. SO THIS IS MORE LIKE HOME TO HER. IT WAS SO HARD FOR ME TO LEAVE HER THERE HER FIRST DAY, BUT I HAD SOME COMFORT IN KNOWING THAT OUR COUSIN IS A NURSE THERE, AND BETTER YET, SHE'S HER NURSE. IT TOOK US SOME TIME TO MAKE HER ROOM LOOK LIKE SHE WOULD WANT IT. WE HUNG UP ALL OF HER PICS. OF HER KIDS AND THE REST OF HER FAMILY. AND OF COURSE ALL OF HER STUFFED ANIMALS SHE SO LOVES.WE JUST WANTED IT TO BE HER OWN LITTLE SPECIAL PLACE SHE CAN CALL HOME.....FOR NOW. EVERYONE IS SO NICE, AND IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL THERE, AND IT SMELLS WONDERFUL AND CLEAN, VERY CLEAN. THEY MADE SURE SHE GOT HER OWN ROOM TO START OFF, SO SHE COULD GET SOME REST AND GET USE TO THE PLACE.I JUST HOPE SHE WILL ADAPT WELL. I'M HAPPY, BUT YET I'M SCARED, BECAUSE SHE KNOWS NO ONE THERE, YOU SEE SHE DIDN'T REMEMBER OUR COUSIN, BUT SHE WAS EXCITED TO HEAR SHE WAS OUR COUSIN AND THAT SHE WAS HER NURSE. SO THATS A GOOD THING.WELL I GUESS MOMS JUST WORRY TO MUCH AND I SHOULD JUST CHILL OUT AND BE HAPPY AND BE GREATFUL THAT SHE'S HERE CLOSER TO US AND I'M SURE SHE'S GOING TO BE JUST FINE. I JUST FEEL LIKE I SHOULD BE THERE EVERYNIGHT WITH HER, AND I'M NOT. AND FOR THAT I FEEL LIKE I'M A BAD MOM. I DONT KNOW WHATS WRONG WITH ME TONIGHT, I GUESS IT'S JUST BEEN ONE OF THOSE DAY'S YA KNOW. MY BABY GIRLS IN A BETTER PLACE AND I THANK GOD, I THINK I'M JUST ALITTLE TIRED MAYBE AND SO I BETTER CLOSE AND SAY GOODNIGHT TO ALL OF YOU WONDERFUL PEOPLE.GOD BLESS, STAY SAFE AND TAKE CARE .........
LOVE,RHONDA
Quote My beautiful daughter Danielle before she got sick...i love you baby girl! ! 7月18日 ANOTHER TRIP DOWN TO SEE MY BABY GIRL! !IT WAS ANOTHER WONDERFUL VISIT WITH MY DAUGHTER DANIELLE. THE BOY'S AND I TOOK HER A DVD PLAYER ALONG WITH A BUNCH OF MOVIES, AS WELL AS SOME MUSIC CD'S. OH SHE WAS SO HAPPY. DANIELLE LOVES TO SING, WE USE TO SING TOGETHER ALL THE TIME, ONE OF THE NURSE'S THERE TODAY TOLD ME THAT SHE OVER HEARD DANIELLE SINGING THE OTHER DAY, WORD FOR WORD TO A SONG THAT SHE NEW. HOW WONDERFUL IS THAT? BECAUSE YOU SEE, ALL THAT DANIELLE CAN SAY IS THE WORD...MAMA........I THINK THAT THIS COULD BE SOME KIND OF A BREAK THROUGH, I'M GOING TO CALL HER DOCTOR TOMORROW AND SEE WHAT THIS ALL MEANS..I BURNED HER A CD OF ALL HER FAVORITE SONGS AND SHE WANTED ME TO SING TO HER TODAY, AND SHE TRIED SO HARD TO SING ALONG WITH ME, OH GOD WHAT A GREAT DAY IT WAS. I THANKED HIM ALL THE WAY HOME....WHEN WE GOT HOME WE WERE TIRED, BUT THE BOYS, WELL THEY WENT OFF TO THE SCHOOL AND PLAYED ALITTLE FOOTBALL AND I GOT ON HERE AND PLAYED AROUND ALITTLE BIT, BUT RIGHT NOW THIS G MA IS GETTING PRETTY TIRED AND THE BOYS ARE BACK AND THEY ARE A WANTIN' FOR THIS COMPUTER....LOL SO GOODNIGHT TO ALL OF MY WONDERFUL FAMILY AND FRIENDS, AND AS ALWAYS, GOD BLESS, STAY SAFE AND BE KIND TO ONE ANOTHER.
LOVE,RHONDA SUE 7月14日 MY TRIP TO SEE MY DAUGHTER DANIELLEWELCOME FAMILY AND FRIENDS, I WOULD LOVE EVERYONE TO KNOW THAT THE BOYS, JUSTIN AND JASON, AND I WENT DOWN TO THE NURSING HOME TO SEE THEIR MOTHER THIS WEEKEND AND WE HAD THE MOST WONDERFUL TIME. WHEN SHE SAW US WALK AROUND THE CORNER, THOSE BIG BROWN EYES JUST BRIGHTEN UP THE WHOLE ROOM, AND THE BIGGEST SMILE EVER. FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT DONT KNOW, DANIELLE HAD A STROKE OVER A YEAR AN HALF AGO AFTER SHE GAVE BIRTH TO A BABY GIRL TEN DAYS LATER. SHE DIDN'T REMEMBER HAVING A BABY FOR OVER 6MONTHS, BUT THEN ONE DAY SHE DID, AND WE TOOK HER DOWN TO WHERE THE FATHER WAS THAT WAS RASING THE BABY, UNTIL DANIELLE GETS BETTER, OR THAT WAS THE PLAN WHEN ALL OF THIS HAPPENED. BUT, AS IT TURNED OUT THE FATHER OF THE BABY WASN'T VERY KIND TO HER, BECAUSE, YOU SEE DANIELLE LOST HER SPEACH WHEN SHE HAD HER STROKE AND BRAIN ANURESUM,SO ALL SHE CAN SAY IS...MAMA SO WHEN HE SAW DANIELLE HE CALLED HER STUPID, IS THAT ALL YOU CAN SAY, IT'S BEEN SIX MONTHS AND YOU STILL CANT SAY ANYTHING MORE THAN ...MAMA..... MY OTHER DAUGHTER JEN DRESSED UP DANIELLE SO PRETTY THAT DAY AND PUT MAKEUP ON HER, OH MY SHE LOOKED LIKE AN ANGEL AND SHE WAS SO READY TO MEET HER BABY ALISSA, THATS HER NAME.....AGAIN. HE DIDN'T WANT US TO TAKE ANY PICS. OR FOR DANIELLE TO HOLD THE BABY OR FOR THE BOYS TO HOLD THE BABY, BUT HE FINALLY LET THEM JUST FOR A FEW MINS. AND THEN HE GRABED THE BABY OUT OF JUSTIN'S ARMS AND JUSTIN SAID PLEASE LET ME HOLD MY SISTER ALITTLE LONGER, BUT THAT WAS OUT OF THE QUESTION AS WELL. DANIELLE GOT TO HOLD HER FOR A FEW MIN. IN THE MEAN TIME MY DAUGHTER JEN WAS TAKING PICS, AND HE YELLED, I SAID NO PICS....BUT TO LATE JEN GOT ENOUGH FOR US TO SEE OUR LITTLE ANGEL'S HANDS TOUCH HER MAMA'S FACE LIKE SHE NEW WHO SHE WAS. IT WAS SUCH A TENDER MOMENT FOR ALL OF THEM. HE THEN YELL AT ALL OF THEM AND TOLD THEM THAT THEY HAD TO LEAVE. WELL YESTERDAY DANIELLE WAS ASKING ABOUT AND POINTING TO ALISSA'S PICS AND IT BROKE MY HEART. SO I PUT ALL ASIDE AND I SAID A PRAYER. I TOLD THE BOYS ON THE WAY HOME FROM SEEING DANIELLE THAT WE ARE GOING TO STOP BY AND SEE IF HE WILL LET US SEE ALISSA AND SEE IF HE WOULD LIKE TO BRING ALISSA AND GO WITH US THIS WEEK TO SEE DANIELLE. YOU SEE HE ALWAYS LOVED DANIELLE, HE JUST WASN'T RIGHT FOR HER WHEN DANIELLE WAS TRYING TO STAY ON THE RIGHT PATH, AND THE FAMILY WAS VERY WORRIED FOR HER HEALTH, AND NOW WE JUST WANT DANIELLE TO SEE HER OWN BABY IT WILL BE GOOD FOR HER AND FOR HER BABY, AND THE BOYS SO NEED THEIR SISTER.YOU SEE, DANIELLE WAS LEAVING HIM WHEN ALL OF THIS HAPPENED TO HER, SHE WAS DOING SO GOOD,OH GOD , I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY.......WELL KNOW ONE ANSWERED THE DOOR AT THE FATHER'S HOUSE SO WE DIDN'T GET TO SEE MY GRANDAUGHTER ALISSA, I'M VERY ,SAD, BUT WE DID HERE THEM INSIDE, THATS WHAT THEY DID LAST TIME, AND THEN THEY OPENED THE DOOR, SO I THOUGHT IF I WAITED AROUND AND WROTE A NOTE THEY MIGHT OPEN THE DOOR AGAIN, BUT OH NO, NO SUCH LUCK.... BUT I LEFT A NOTE WITH MY PHONE NUMBER. AND I REALLY HOPE THAT HE DOES CALL ME. BECAUSE YOU KNOW WHAT? I REALLY JUST WANT TO MOVE ON AND FORGET THE PAST, AND I HOPE TO GOD HE HAS AS WELL, WELL I HOPE SO FOR THE BABYS SAKE . I HATE DRUGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND ANYONE ON DRUGS PLEASE DONT BOTHER COMING TO MY SITE!!! AND IF YOU'RE THINKING ABOUT DOING DRUGS......PLEASE TALK TO GOD!!!!!!!!!! AND YOUR FAMILY!!!!!!
OK ALL I GUESS I'M GOING TO CLOSE FOR NOW AND I WILL BE TALKING TO YOU ALL VERY SOON. PLEASE TAKE CARE, AND GOD BLESS EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU. I HAVE A FEW NEW FRIENDS ON HERE I WOULD LIKE TO SAY HELLO TO BEFORE I GO , MARGE, JIM AND LOIS, THANK YOU FOR CARING, AND LISTENING TO ME WHEN I NEED A FRIEND.
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